hey everyone, I'm no longer going to try to fake it anymore. I'm attracted to men with destructive tendancies. The last boyfriends I've had either ended up in jail or in rehab...and i loved every minute of it. I don't know. I like to look after guys, be their guiding light and see them through the worst of it all. Some say I'm bent on my self destruction. Maybe burned out love is the only love i'll know.