I am desperately trying to discover the detailed and very secret actions that took place here, on this planet, "in this reality" that directly caused the hijacking of my consciousness and then deleted my memory of eternity utterly causing me to forget the "why" and replace myself with this decaying mess of mass hoping from NOW till THEN ps. oh and YES... I wish to find / hang /chill with the very most beautiful and her awesomeness!!! If you're you, that is to say she them over the hill under the hill shoot the chicken.. This is not a request... If you see the chicken and you don't shoot him... I'll shoot you (about the chicken, I really forgot why, but I thought I( already told you that. Lets start over.. I created a little bit of a filter there trying to keep anyone without creativity, beauty, hope, faith, trust, ect. you know.. all the real things that surround us.. yeah I decided to entertain you for a few mins with my storytelling and what nots